since 2006

now i know that i don't need to care about that kind of silly things
just type what i want to say
just type MY words
yeah, maybe i've forgot the original feeling
damn
i don't know who i am
what's the hell wrong with me

i act like a child and ruin everything
i hate myself
damn
i'm nothing
i'm a jerk

i got lost
that's all

i can't feel myself and i can't be what i want to be
god
give me more rain and punch me please
wake me up from this terrible nightmare
get rid of this person who is not me

really want to punch myself