since 2006

i'll fly away someday.
i mean it.
i'll be high up in the sky,
maybe i can touch the heaven if i'm lucky enough.
fly to the heaven and be an angel?
no, i'm the god dog.
ha ha just kidding

i want to fly away.
i will fly away with my cute fish if she wants.
or i'll just stay if she doesn't want to take a far-way trip.
i'm fine with all kinds of decisions i think.
i'm not that hard to discuss with.

but i want to fly away.
far away from this terrible and horrible circumstance.
i love it but i also hate it.
just that
i can't feel secure here
don't ask me why
screams, hurts and too much ugliness.

i can't stand that.
but i have to.
i have no choice.
wait a min
i think i do have the choice, but not now.

i'll fly away some day with my loved fish.
but i'll be back sometimes.
because there's no place like here.
even though i don't want any place like here.

why am i typing this in english?
actually, i don't know.
just thinking about training my writing skill.
but my chinese composition also needs improving.
damn
i have many things to improve.

so i better start it now.
because i want to fly away some day.